I have been studying abroad for 4 yrs. I am a senior in high school, and I plan to go to a college in the U.S.
I've been studying hard to get into this college, and I was happy when I got in.
However, this loneliness that was inside of me for a long time sometimes wonders me if it's really worth it to stay here.
If I choose to attend a college here, I have to spend another 4 yrs by myself.
I know 8 yrs don't seem that long, but it means a lot to me. I am not even sure what I want to be in the future.
Even if I want to go back to Korea, all the top colleges are so hard to get in.
If I don't go to top colleges, my 4 yrs that I have been trying hard would not worth it.
What should I do?
Why do I live my life anyway...