only 17 days until going back to Korea. I should be feeling so great and excited about that but for some reasons, it just feels so weird. i won't be coming back here til next year. maybe i'm scared to make changes in my life. once i go back to korea, i have to change my lifestyle and adopt new way of living Again. i've been waiting for the day that i'm going back to korea and now i'm just kinda scared to make any mistakes in my life. am i on the right track? what is even the right track? is there a "right track?" i can't tell right now but i will definitely find that answer for the next eight months. i'm coming back here anyway. two years have gone so fast and two years have left. correction: two years and 17 days left. here we go!